Officially Missing You

A song I heard last night totally blew me off. Each and every time I listen to some beautiful songs, somehow I tend to relate to my life experiences. This song that I will be putting up later is quite an old song but it only touches me when it was covered by this twin. I had a good look at all their videos and magically only this particular song I felt a connection to the melody & the lyrics. I got it stuck as my favorite number on my iPod now.

I am officially missing somebody, not mentioning names, someone who once had an important place in my heart, someone who is currently 2,511.41 KM away from me. Enjoy the song and the lyric, let's sing along together :)

Officially Missing You (Cover Version) - Janice & Sonia
O.A. Tamia

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

My 600th Post

It is almost a week since my last update. This is my 600th post and I am somehow proud of this feat. Looking at what I had scribbled on this journal for the past 4 years, the ups & downs of life, the achievements & failures, it had been amazing.

Many asked where do I get the courage to share everything especially the emotional part of me with everyone, be it my friends, clients or strangers. I am not sure myself either, I just enjoy writing and I guess by writing I can express myself better. At least this will be the first place I come to vomit whatever it is inside me even before I can share it with my family or my best buddies. It had been a part of me. This blog is Michael and Michael is this blog, it just work that way.

And very recently, my best buddy had finally found his missing piece of puzzle. Congratulations dude! I am certainly happy for you, and what a way to celebrate this occasion which coincides with our 10th anniversary of friendship? Again, congrats!

As for me, I finally erased the ghost of the past and yes I do have someone in mind that I am fond of, I thought I am unsure about this feeling but it becomes certain when you realize that besides work, it is her that you think of. And when you are having stresses over work and it calms you down just by visualizing her chirpiness. And why don't I make the move then? This is a tough question though, I do not feel she has the same intention, I do hope she will have someday. And most importantly I do not want to risk this friendship & companionship that I have with her. And if you are reading this, yes you, you had made me felt love.

A very exciting & challenging months ahead this year, new house, a new car perhaps & maybe a girlfriend? Pray for me *wink*

I Am Fond of Her But...

It finally rains. Perhaps that somehow sum up my feeling.

There definitely plenty of good things that I should blog about - the successful launch of LG Blog, the mega project that I had recently secured, my progress on house-hunting in PJ but well of late I am distracted. Perhaps after letting it all out here, I would realize what I need to do.

Yes, it had been a while. I had this fondness for someone. I do not use "like" or "love" at this point of time because I have not done anything about my fondness for her. I thought it might just be some feeling that will just come and go, but I am sure of my feeling when I realize my mind tend to think of her.

At my age and after a few stints of failed relationships, I am careful with my approach and of course I do not want to lose and scare off a friend like her definitely, and even if good things happened for me, she will also be someone that I want to spend my whole entire life with.

The thing now is that I cannot feel the same brainwave from her, that's why I am a bit hesitated to make the next move. On many aspects of life, I might have confidence but on this, strangely I felt the reversal. My heart & feeling is telling me that she's not interested.

And when you realize you are fond of someone, there are tests sent from up above of some potential candidates whom I do not have such feeling towards them. I do not pursue those though I had the chance, I believe I deserve to find someone I am fond off.

I wish I could tell her this:


Anyway, Michael Song - focus on what you do best in life, stay & believe on your own philosophy of love, "have faith in fate & fate will have faith in you", do as what your heart tells you and go with the flow.

True enough, I should focus on what I do best, let's not change anything as yet, I do not want to lose her as friend as well. Unless she shows some interest, do not pursue anything as yet.

Hmm... I guess I felt better expressing myself virtually as if I am talking to her. I believe God has a plan for me. Enlighten me please, enlighten me.

Tears

When was the last time you laid your tears? Under what circumstances?

It had been a while since I had tears until I saw this quite old video. Odd for a guy huh? Love is funny indeed but it's beautiful.



Love is great right?

Life in a Pressure Cooker

It ain't easy really. It tests a great patience preventing me from committing suicide. So many people throwing their tantrums on me over petty things.

Firstly, my colleague who is a rank higher than me, commented that I had been sarcastic to him over a SMS. Whatever lar...

Then my this ex-gf of mine all of a sudden called and put the blame on me for being making her drunk. How in the world when I do not drink with her and yet she got drunk by me? She said there are differences & that I always comparing her to "M", I am really tired of these 2 above mentioned matters. Whatever lar...

All of sudden, somebody eases my pressure, she called and requested me to company her for a meeting. The feeling of overflowing joy though I know there is no hope, the feeling just come by itself. Her presence always made me put my honest & most natural smile. How I wish she can read what's on my mind and most importantly who's in heart.

Everything happen in such the same time really got me wonder. She will just appear at the right moment when I am most stressed. Is it the message sent by above? Or someone above playing me out? Or is it like what my best friend said, I am playing with myself?

God, is there an answer? Or you are too busy handling the recession???

Emotion Fluctuation

It is suppose to be a happy day for me today. The moment I opened my outlook in the office this morning, saw the letter of award for a project, a multi-million project. It's an achievement but why am I feeling blue?

I apologized to my mates whom I met up with just a little while ago at Jaya One for dinner. I can't hide my feelings, I admit I have a very poor EQ, I am blue. I am not neither sad nor upset but just this weird feeling of blue.

My mood fluctuated. A moment I can be as chirpy as a bird but I can be also really down on another. The moment "she" conquered my mind, I felt that way. It happened just like that. I seem to be in auto-cruise in my own world.



It had been 2 years, 2 months & 17 days. I felt lousy, I felt weak, I felt defeated. Many of times, best buddies around me who see me this way, I made them felt lousy and many of times they try to wake me up by putting knife after knife into my mentality but thus far, no one had really manage to mend the wound I am nursing. Guys, sorry I disappointed you but you are not me, you would not understand the feeling, really. I do appreciate your advices but my ears only chose what I want to hear and eliminate those I do not want to.

(Taking a deep sigh) I felt that I am being haunted, I saw someone that actually look like her, again like I said I am in my own world. Who understands this nonsensical feeling that I am enduring now? Who had been through this? Yes, again & again I hear words like, "Dude, it's not the end of the world!" Yeah, I do know that! That's why I have not even ended my own life foolishly after so long. But it is just that feeling that is haunting me. The wrongdoing of mine, the regrets & the pain. I apologize my dear, really I do.

Let me drown in my own world. Good night & enjoy this beautiful song that best describes me now.



Look at this face
I know the years are showin’
Look at this life
I still don’t know where it’s goin’

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

Look at these eyes
They never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered, hoo…ooh…

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

So many questions
Still left unanswered
So much
I’ve never broken through

And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
The only truth I’ve ever known
Is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

I don't know much
But I know I love you
That may be
All I need to know

I don't know much
But I know I love you
That may be
All there is to know, whoa…oh…oh…oh…ah…

Can't Smile Without You

Can't Smile Without You - Barry Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Simple song simple lyrics innit? Now you know why hellboy can't smile?

彩虹

My feeling on a Sunday all by myself. I know I am getting no where, I am not clear, I am lost, this song plays a significant role. I love her, I miss her. Doubts, clouds casted above her affected me as well. Shouldn't love be beautiful? Shouldn't love be simple? Why do I felt so much torturing inside? Isn't this love? What is love? The word love is fading away from my dictionary. Enjoy the song.

彩虹 (Rainbow)

Verse 1:哪裡有彩虹告訴我
Where is the rainbow, please tell me...

能不能把我的願望還給我
Whether I can have my wish back?

為什麼天這麼安靜
Why is the sky became so calm?

所有雲都跑到我這裡
All the clouds casted above me

Verse 2: 有沒有口罩一個給我
Is there a mask, please get me one

釋懷說了太多就成真不了
If I open up, my thoughts will overflow & will not be realized

也許時間是一種解藥
Perhaps time is an antidote

也是我現在正服下的毒藥
Or perhaps it is the poison I am taking now

Bridge: 看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著
How can I sleep without seeing your smile?

你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
Your image is so near yet so far, out of my embrace

沒有地球太陽還是會繞
Without the earth, the sun will still be orbiting

沒有理由我也能自己走
Without a reason, I can still carry on

Chorus: 你要離開 我知道很簡單
You want to leave, I know it is simple

你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
You said over-reliance is our obstacle

就算放開 那能不能別沒收我的愛
Even if I let go, can I at least keep the love to myself?

當作我最後才明白
Just assume that I will understand at last

The Ladder Is Too Hard To Climb

As you entering your middle age, for those who are working & climbing the corporate ladder, job motivation & satisfaction play a significant role to push you up to another level. I had just gotten my evaluation and the results are not up to my expectation.

To many who knows me through my blog will thought that I am a highly paid manager after throughout these years I spent in the same company but to many who knows me in real person would commented that I am underpaid based on the contribution & hours of work I spent in the office.

I am always hesitated to write about my job but the uneasiness I am having now prompted me to vomit what I felt inside me. Looking back on the increment & promotion, at times you wonder, why certain individual seem to be appreciated more than the others? I am not particularly super upset over my increment & promotion, I feel it is only fair for me to be evaluated again next year as I am holding a new portfolio altogether this year and I am pretty sure my department will fair well this year. Life is about 2 choices anyway, I had sent ultimatum to my immediate boss and he agrees that my increment is not justifiable as well, I am keeping my option open and at the same time my passion for my work is still burning as ever. I just hope it will not die off, I see myself to be somebody here and I want to make the best out of my career here.



As a consolation to my bad days last week, I pampered myself over the weekend, I put aside all my job assignments and took time off to try out the Fish Spa. I tried the Sampuoton Fish Spa located in the Merchant Square, Tropicana. I took the Fish Therapy package which comes with an hour of fish nibbling my whole body. It does feel akward but it was a good experience.



After the fish therapy, I went for 2 hours body massage at The Sokushindo, Bandar Puteri Puchong. It was really good, highly recommended, I felt so much refreshed on a Monday where many would be experiencing Monday blues.



Congratulations to my colleagues who got a fair bit of increment & promotion and to those who felt like shit me now, patient... Life is all about 2 choices, isn't it?

無賴

I was driving this morning to office to finish my claim and a bit of paperwork. A song played on my car stereo, "無賴" by Ronald Cheng.

"無賴" or according to wiki 'rascal', there is only one person who made me feel exactly every single word in the lyrics. Suddenly I miss her, felt sorry to her, and it does not feel good flashing those memories again. I wish her well & happiness.

Gotta drown myself & my emotion with my work. Enjoy the MV people & Happy Weekend!

Mikemmery's Weekender

It's Sunday and I had dull weekend really. It is more of a home affair this weekend, no dates and no happenings. My parents went up to Genting for a breakaway. Should have follow them but anyway here's the summary of my weekend;

- Saturday noon, I went back to office to finish up my stuff till about 7pm *mike no life*
- I am working on my 2nd blog. Will reveal the final version once I got it done.
- Someone called on my mobile & threw tantrum, I am guessing what had I done wrong and it felt like shit really.
- Luckily Sunday, someone important chatted me up over MSN. I wish her all the best in her quest of getting what she dreamt of.

And what's on tonight? I am going to watch the clash of the titans tonight @ Sunway. Luckily I still got a bit of life this weekend... DAMN!!!

The People's Power

The GE is about 5 days away, for the coming few days, I will be campaigning in my blog here not for any political party components but as a Malaysian who is seeking change. I am having terrible flu now, probably due to the rain during the ceramah I attended last night which was held in open field TTDI, PJ.

I am touched seeing thousands braving the rain (it's blardy heavy rain last night) to listen to the Barisan Rakyat front-liners. Why would all these people stand in the rain for hours? I said, "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH", government spent RM100million last year to mark 50th Years of Independence. You see, Pak Lah spent that amount to remind us what great things BN achieved for the past 50 years... but... but... Pak Lah spent RM200million on a private jet, an AirBus. What the hell? He spent more for himself than the rakyat. We are not dumb Pak Lah, do not insult our intelligence!



We are facing an uphill battle, not a battle that is fought gentlemanly. I have greater responsibilities to enlighten my other brothers & sisters regardless of the color of our skin, we are Malaysian and Malaysian deserve better, equal rights.

I received an email this morning and it is pretty shocking. This is what we called, 'Phantom Voters'. Sometimes they claimed we bloggers are bunch of liars, picture speaks louder than words, aren't they?





Tonight there will be an interesting ceramah, will be expecting some of my closest friends there. Mari beramai-ramai tonight, we got great speakers like Ms. Fong Po Kuan (Batu Gajah MP), Haris Ibrahim & Raja Petra. Venue: SS2 (Behind Hong Leong Bank), Time: 8PM.

Apart from the serious post above, enjoy this hilarious video. Cool!

Horse Put To Test

I am not a very superstitious man, many had reminded me that this year is not going to be a smooth running year for the horse. The reading on Astrology.Com stated the rating for horse this year would be 32% (3 neutral & 9 unfavorable months), freaking 9 unfavorable months!!!

This year as well, the Horse will offend the Tai Sui (simplified Chinese: 太岁), thanks to Mom who is doing the praying on my behalf. I try not to believe what is going to happen to many other Horses this year as my dad is one of the Horses in the family as well but as of to date, luck had not been on my side, I really put my belief of "2 Choices" to a very strong test.

Horse Wealth ~ Just before the Chinese New Year, my car was diagnosed with a serious illment and had to be admitted & I was left without a car to travel during the long holiday break. I just recently collected my car and I am poorer by RM3,000 in the very first lunar month itself. Related post here.

Horse Career ~ As I had set sight to make my career this year a remarkable one, I had put a lot of my focus this year here only to receive a call today at about 11am from Singapore that a RM3million deal had collapsed. Freaking RM3million. It did crushed my heart as I had put a lot of my heart & soul onto this project but I chose to be positive about it, and thanks to that someone special, who called & SMSed to console me, I need that a lot dear, thanks.

Horse Health ~ For the past one week or so, I had been missing and not been updating as frequent as I want to. All this down not only my tight schedule on work & personal but also because I had been unwell. I cannot even confirm with Splashmilk on the new design of my blog that he had finalized & waiting for my call to transfer everything. Mikel, if you are reading this, I sincerely apologize for the delay of my site, I sincerely wanna push it through. For the past 5 days, I had consulted doctor 3 times, and today I received a referral letter from my panel doctor to refer me to Damansara Specialist Centre. I was diagnosed with a 2-inches lump on my right ear which I am in need to go under the knife. It is a minor surgery and wish me fine. I will be admitting this Friday and get it done soonest possible as I want to practise my right as a Change Agent on the 8th March 2008. Wish me luck & wish me well... I will have limitation updating for the coming few days :)

Thanks to the special one for the words of encouragement & support given. If I am dead bored in the hospital, you promised to accompany me ya :P

Horse Relationships ~ When tough time been on the Horses' side, this is the part we seek for solitude, this is also the area that will bring us happiness, I believe at least. Though time is not right as yet, it is best to exercise patience & understanding. I also believe my family will be at my side during the time I need them the most especially Mommy & my other siblings.

Overall, it had not been a great month but I chose to be positive. It is not a farewell post but I would like to thank all my readers who had been sticking with me through thick & thin.

I will be back much stronger than ever and hopefully with a new & more refreshing look. Do vote ya!!!

Cheers!

Sickness.... Please Go Away!

Thanks to Mikel for the mention in his blog about my new makeover attempt. He had been so far one of the best designer I had worked with, no pressure and understands what I want through the writings he went through my site. Let's cross our fingers, the makeover project should be rolled out soon, I have yet to launch it, still awaiting the right moment. Mikel, be patient ya, will let you know when is the right time.

I had been not well for the past few days. Am trying to sleep early but just couldn't sleep well due to the muscle strain and pain. But for the past 2 days, my condition is improving. I hope I can be fully fit again to focus on what I am doing now.

After the Black Humor post, thanks for all well-wishers and your kind concern. Situation is not as bad as I think, I am not rejected nor she said "No" to me, just that the moment is not right. "But when will be the right moment?", some asked. Well, as long as I have faith in fate, then fate will have faith in me, I believe so.

I will be getting my car tomorrow, total damage: approximately RM 3k. What a way to start the new year. As much as I do not want to believe the negative aura that will hit all the Horses in this year of Rat, I cannot help but to believe it after all that happened. But the 2 Choices always helped me in confronting all these glitches in life.

Till my next more colorful & happening post, I am very in the mood of listening to this song, enjoy peeps....

Anyone Got Extra Car???

While driving back from an appointment this afternoon, I felt a weird reaction from my car. Worried about it, I drive straight to the nearest Perodua service center. Went in the reception counter, seeking assistance from the person in charge, explaining the behavior of my car to him and immediately he ushered me to my car to test it out.

After the test drive, he looked at me and shook his head, I looked at him, he said my car is terribly sick. Perhaps it was due to this. I found out that the appointed workshop by my insurance company did not fix it the way it should be. My front wheel base is in terrible shape that it needs to be changed, was quoted in the region of RM6k for this. I was panicked getting the quote but the '2 Choices' mentality I adopted does help to calm me down a bit. I left my car there and phoned my buddy, Alan for assistance, he guided me to send the car to his foreman buddy for a thorough check, let's cross fingers that it will not cost me a bomb (kuan yin ma, I had been good lately, hopefully poh pee, poh pee)

Met 2 new friends with great personalities today. I shall not reveal their identity here but I am sure they will be my readers starting from today. Hey dudes, if you are reading this, thanks & nice meeting you all. I shall find time to understand in depth about your short talks today :)

Officially I am crippled & paralyzed, without a car to travel. My colleague is kind enough to fetch me back today and I will be troubling him again later to fetch me from my place to office. Thanks Andrew, I owe you ya.

Let's hope later someone actually called up to loan me a car to travel during the CNY. My car will be hospitalized perhaps more than 2 weeks I guess.

I can choose to be in bad mood or in a good mood, I chose to be good mood... Stay positive Mike, things will eventually get better!

Cheers!

2007 Ending, Welcoming New Beginning

I am back from my Christmas break. This year's Christmas was much a cheerful one, I am glad that I am able to adapt to my life now, I thought I never ever able to cope with the painful breakup. This year I celebrated back in my small humble hometown in Malacca with my bunch of friends who I grew up with. It had been a great weekend I should say, we played futsal like those days, we had a pre-X'mas dinner and had a lot of drinks. Myke Ang, Chris, Jacky, John, Jason, Fabian, Alan, Damian & Zachary. Double thumbs up guys! Can't wait till our next gathering :)



I hope it is not too late to congratulate Fabian for his daughter's birthday. We had great party back @ his place.

Now back to work, first day in office after a much needed rest & break, unpacked and moved to my new seating in the office. I will be officially taking charge of Business Development in my company, many said it is a promotion, thanks for the credit though, for me, it is a new challenge where I believe I can excel much better than what I currently do.



As working place is now like a second home to me now, I always tried to make it really felt homely and cosy, thanks to Nicole for the pillow she gave me as X'mas gift, I need that badly :)



Nowadays, the amount of time spent on blogging getting lesser & lesser due to much work commitment and by the time I wanted to write some stuff with quality, my brain would have already drained out. And if you can see, most of the pictures I posted lately were snapped with LG Viewty, it is indeed an amazing substituition to a digital camera compared to other camera phone.

A single for a year now, many asked When? When? And when? No worries, if there is fate, I will not say no right?

I Need A Break

Feeling tired, in the office, a whole hectic week. When you tried your very best and your very best is not appreciated. But soon, real soon, I will leave this hell soon. It is a new month & final month of 2007, my a year experience in the mobile industry been like a roller coaster ride. I chose to cherish the good moments.

The few trips that I went with my dealers & clients, it had been one of the best travelling experiences of all time. Sometimes you wanna work towards the right objective & goal, the last hurdle seems so high that you are unable to reach it. I am glad my relationship with my customers & dealers, overall as I sees it, satisfying. I am not sure if they read blog or not but I wanna thank all of them for their continous support for myself.

This whole week again, I had been very inactive in the blogosphere. Time is so limited for me to post something new here, let alone reading other blogs. Will try to catch up real soon, this space is like a second home after my work for me. I had incredibly increased my network through here which I am very sure will do good whether in my personal life or business sake.

After the much anticipated launch of Viewty, had been busy with the following up activities. Had a workshop together with Jeff Ooi, founder of Lensa Malaysia to educate other enthusiast on Viewty. Though I knew Jeff through Screenshots, working with him had been a pleasure, very professional indeed.

And for the past 2 weekends been busy with concert presented by us, TVXQ & SHE. The number of calls you need to entertain from both clients & friends, I admit that it took a little bit of its toll on me, frustration at times. Though frustrated, there are some who really appreciate my effort. Most of my clients, dealers & customers now are my personal friends, hopefully I can take picture at tonight's concert with some and introduce to all here :)

After this month, I need a short break to clean my mind and get ready for a new battle, my new portfolio which at the same time I am working on it now, so it really challenges my time management and it is a shame that I sacrifice my blogging for all these but once I am more settled, I will definitely be active here in the blogosphere.

This is a post without pictures but exactly the feeling inside me now that I felt I need to vomit out before I continue with my work, some elderly people who starts to read my blog will start to think wtf this fella share his everything, his every day journal here with every Tom, Dick & Harry. Well, I am honest with my writing and I am myself and this space is just the other creative side of me. I do not write to please, I write to share.

Enough said, gonna finish up some of the pending stuff before I head to Merdeka Stadium now. Hope to see you guys, thanks for the messages from all... MUACKS!!! XOXOXO...

Silence!!! I'll Kill You

This is pretty random. I am so stucked up with my work, with the launching around the corner, there is so much to do but too little time, check this out, feel free to check out my new product.

Again, I need to put aside my posting on my trip, so sorry kept you guys waiting. It's 10.28PM now and I am still in the office to get things done, meetings after meetings, discussions after discussions, it's killing me. And today itself, I single handedly sent out 50 invitations for my launching, someone please help me!!!

Indeed I need someone to cheer me up a little, thanks to Tim who MSNed me & sent me this cool link... Now SILENCE!!! Or I'll kill you... check the video out...

One Sweet Day

It's 8.03PM now, I am still in the office. This is my 2nd subsequent post in tribute of my best friend's mom who passed away peacefully yesterday. Minority of my friends in KL & Singapore perhaps are already down in Melaka to pay their very last respect, I am deeply sorry for not being able to go down myself due to work commitment, though we are brothers from different mothers, deep down we felt the same, as we grow up together, been through the journey together.



This was taken back almost 8 years back. To my best friend who reading this, auntie will shine on you from heaven, I specially dedicate this song for you, my brother.



Sorry i never told you
All i wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had i imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

And i know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And i know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling, i never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But i always cared
And i miss the love we shared

And i know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And i know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord i know when i lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as i pray

And i know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And i know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Sorry i never told you
All i wanted to say

Fragile

Life is indeed fragile, today I felt lost & pain of a best friend I regard as brother. I am saddened with the news of his mom demise this morning, I was stunned as I had just seen her mom few days back with much joy & happiness. It reminds me of how fragile this life is, the story moved me emotionally that I felt tears on my eyes. The same story that touched my heart a while ago.

I called mom immediately, I shared my thoughts with her and like a little child she consoled me, mommy thanks.

My sincere deepest condolences to my friend, I shall not reveal his identity, and I know that he is my blog reader too.


ps: the past posting, let's forget & forgive, I hope she learnt from what it is, & she also had since removed the post. Kate, never judge or degrade a person. You and me, we are afterall human, we need to learn to respect each other and appreciate life.