Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Chinese New Year 2007

This CNY nothing special to me, except for the long holidays that gave me the opportunity to refresh and rejuvenate myself. Unlike those other years, where I will travel to my ex-gf's hometown in Kampar, this year I got nothing particular to look forward to. That is why I only update it now.

I was back in Malacca on the eve of CNY to have the normal family dinner. It had been a while since we family last had such a dinner. Good to see my sister who's back from Shanghai and my other 2 brothers. Since the breakup, mom & I in a way got much closer. Never in my life I had an open heart to heart talk to mom, I think mom felt a change in me. And I cried together with mom when I shared my best memories with her. Thanks MOM, I appreciate your understanding. Mom was cool, whenever my relatives shot me a question "Where's your GF?", Mom will answered on my behalf, always. Mom protected me a lot this year. None of my relatives knew what happened yet.

After the dinner, I met up with some old school mates and we played Futsal for 2 freaking hours and guess what, it is on the EVE. :-)

1st Day of CNY, slept till 12 something, then went to visit my grandparents. How they have aged. My grandpa aged a lot, at times there will be certain things he can recall and he cannot. But certainly same question was shot to me again, "When getting married? No money, grandpa sponsor", hehehe.... grandpa is cute. Amazingly, grandma still remember my ex's name. Ah Ma, I appreciate it. After those visiting, went back home and slept again. At night join my friend at this so-called most happening club in Malacca, PURE BAR. Drink, drank & drunk.

2nd Day of CNY, shoot up to KL straight. Went to Cming's house for mahjong & visiting. Met up with Meow, Ploy, Keey & Sandy. Nite catch up with Rim and we had dinner together.

3rd Day till 6th Day of CNY, was in Thailand. A planned getaway trip that I much needed. I had my fair fun and joy here. Even went to the temple to make sure things will be smooth ahead for the year of Boar.

6th Day of CNY, reached KL bout 6pm, went to Sunway Pyramid Tony Roma's with Meow for my friend's wedding. It was good dinner where everyone drank till they are drop. Check out Myke's blog for pictures.

7th & 8th Day, mahjong session. Lost money this year. Not a good year to gamble though.

9th Day, 1st day of work, felt lazy and most were still in holiday mood. It is Cming's birthday!!! Happy Birthday baby, and this is the 1st year I joined her birthday, we had dinner & proceeded to Passion. And a little bit akward at first cos I am the only guy in the group with 5 babes. Thanks Cming for inviting, thanks Ploy, Suli, Sugar Jo & Meow. You people certainly play a role in me picking up my bits & pieces since the fall. Like Suli said, there will be always rainbow but it only comes after the rain. Hopefully the rainy day will be over soon and I can see my RAINBOW.

Happy CNY to all. Will post more...


Friday, February 16, 2007


This is the first year I celebrated on my own... Thanks to my new housemate who is kind enough to accompany me for dinner. And I proceeded for mahjong session with my best buddies.

Anything special? Well, I bought something for someone fond in my heart. In fact, I hope she is happy receiving that little surprise I threw to her. When comes to this special occassion, allow me to say that I miss her presence. And at the same time too, it would be good to see her happy with her new life.

I know eventually I will be more logical to tackle this problem than locking myself in this chain. Thanks for all the words of encouragement from people who is close to my heart. I appreciate it a lot, in the end of the day, I know I got a choice to make.

So guys & gals I know, Happy Valentine's. Appreciate love, respect love and never deny the power of love. Girls are supposed to be treated like princess and showered with loves, I do hope I will find my princess too...

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Singlehood - Month #2

Today marked exactly my 2nd month after the break up with my ex. How am I coping with it? Well, depends on how you define it. For myself, in a way, I am still able to adapt to my single life now. Days as usual, work & home, nothing particular to look forward. Day in & day out, I will still miss and think of her, a little silly but what can I do? I am not suffering for not being able to be with her, it is just the memories that indeed put a smile in me on & off when I came to think about it.

Last monday, I had a pretty dream which still vividly occupying my cerebrum. I dreamt of getting married to someone fond (you people should know who), it was really beautiful. A garden party kind of marriage, with her father walked her down the aisle and the background was playing this beautiful theme of ours "Home" by Michael Buble. In fact, putting down this post in words even put a smile in me. So guys, is this suffering? I am not sure myself.

2 months passed, finally I got my gold necklace fixed. It was my birthday present in 2005 by my ex. Yes, I am wearing it. I did not bother to fix it when we were still together, and why now? Too late huh? 2 months passed, I still reluctant to remove her picture from my wallet. Why is this so? 2 months passed, I am suppose to shop for my CNY clothes but end up just bought a Valentine's card.

Well guys & gals, my fellow friends, overall I am fine, fine as in physically fine, still in a piece. So no worries, I will never do anything to harm myself. I am sorry if in the process of consoling me did not take much effect, and I failed to take up any of you people advices. Love is indeed beautiful, love is strong that made human like me weak.

Thanks to all my friends and new faces I befriended for your company all this while. Thanks for taking the trouble to introduce girls and sorry for some of the beautiful ladies I met that I am unable to commit at this time, it would not be fair to anyone out there to be my special one if I am taking you as substitute to my emptiness.

I will be good!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Meet Up @ The Curve

Thanks to Meow & Ploy for inviting me over to join the girls for a meet up-cum-gathering session @ The Curve last night. It had been a long long while since I last joined a bunch of girls and hang out. And it was overall a good outing minus my slight sickness that barred me from drinking beer. Sorry girls! My treat next time k.

Meow, got nothing much to say bout her though, cos I see her the most compared to the rest. Ploy, the very same old Ploy with her trademarked voice and cute antics as ever, yes you do slim down alot k. Cming, ya you slimmed down too (not pulling your leg k). And Suli, I think it had been a long long time, if not it will be in the region of 4 to 5 years I did not seen her, did not know that she's a regular to this blog too, thanks a lot for supporting my boring blog ya. And met up with a new friend, fun & jovial, Jo (hopefully I spelt it right).

Girls, thanks and you girls really did made up my day ya. Thanks for all the bear hugs and it had been a while since I last had a hug. Thanks & I appreciate it a lot. Perhaps we can arrange another outing but this time I will make sure I drink k.