Today marked exactly my 2nd month after the break up with my ex. How am I coping with it? Well, depends on how you define it. For myself, in a way, I am still able to adapt to my single life now. Days as usual, work & home, nothing particular to look forward. Day in & day out, I will still miss and think of her, a little silly but what can I do? I am not suffering for not being able to be with her, it is just the memories that indeed put a smile in me on & off when I came to think about it.
Last monday, I had a pretty dream which still vividly occupying my cerebrum. I dreamt of getting married to someone fond (you people should know who), it was really beautiful. A garden party kind of marriage, with her father walked her down the aisle and the background was playing this beautiful theme of ours "Home" by Michael Buble. In fact, putting down this post in words even put a smile in me. So guys, is this suffering? I am not sure myself.
2 months passed, finally I got my gold necklace fixed. It was my birthday present in 2005 by my ex. Yes, I am wearing it. I did not bother to fix it when we were still together, and why now? Too late huh? 2 months passed, I still reluctant to remove her picture from my wallet. Why is this so? 2 months passed, I am suppose to shop for my CNY clothes but end up just bought a Valentine's card.
Well guys & gals, my fellow friends, overall I am fine, fine as in physically fine, still in a piece. So no worries, I will never do anything to harm myself. I am sorry if in the process of consoling me did not take much effect, and I failed to take up any of you people advices. Love is indeed beautiful, love is strong that made human like me weak.
Thanks to all my friends and new faces I befriended for your company all this while. Thanks for taking the trouble to introduce girls and sorry for some of the beautiful ladies I met that I am unable to commit at this time, it would not be fair to anyone out there to be my special one if I am taking you as substitute to my emptiness.
I will be good!