Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Life in a Pressure Cooker



It ain't easy really. It tests a great patience preventing me from committing suicide. So many people throwing their tantrums on me over petty things.

Firstly, my colleague who is a rank higher than me, commented that I had been sarcastic to him over a SMS. Whatever lar...


Then my this ex-gf of mine all of a sudden called and put the blame on me for being making her drunk. How in the world when I do not drink with her and yet she got drunk by me? She said there are differences & that I always comparing her to "M", I am really tired of these 2 above mentioned matters. Whatever lar...


All of sudden, somebody eases my pressure, she called and requested me to company her for a meeting. The feeling of overflowing joy though I know there is no hope, the feeling just come by itself. Her presence always made me put my honest & most natural smile. How I wish she can read what's on my mind and most importantly who's in heart.

Everything happen in such the same time really got me wonder. She will just appear at the right moment when I am most stressed. Is it the message sent by above? Or someone above playing me out? Or is it like what my best friend said, I am playing with myself?


God, is there an answer? Or you are too busy handling the recession???

2 comments:

Jacky Cham said...

bro...relax a bit ok. God created us humans with a brain and a heart. sometimes these 2 things go different ways. people always say 'follow your heart' but in most of the cases people end up 'NOT happily ever after'. this is not a bedtime story. so my advice is 'think with your clear brain'. forget the past and move forward. cheers mate.

Michael Song said...

jacky... thanks, will try to...