Reflection

Since my return from Hong Kong, there are massively a lot of things happening. Things that sometimes I myself can't define whether it is good or bad. But as I grow older, I tend to see things in a more positive manner, my family also can see that change in me, even my siblings commented that my temper changed dramatically.

A lot of things inside me, I am glad that I have 2 best buddies to listen to me. They seem to be like my pillars of my life now. And for my family, of late, I managed to handle certain problems wisely which I do not feel comfortable to share it here, but there ain't much concern now because we managed to pull it through.

Secondly, as predicted, I am romantically linked with someone out of the country. Something which I will not deny but I had recently calling it off because it will be better for both parties. Like I mentioned in my earlier post, every decision must be justifiable and must be processed through sanity. Without sanity, every decision will be impulsive and the consequences will be bad (that is at least how I feel). For meantime, we both had decided to chill off a bit, let's see what the future will be. I guess this has much or less answer a lot of questions posted by caring friends who want to know my relationship status :)

Thirdly, I am still working on my project right now and will be back to Hong Kong probably after CNY to conclude it. Then my plan, I might go into employment again depending on offers that are coming. I am glad that there are offers coming in at this point of time, but to me, the right offer & position will be the key factor for me to join into employment again (keeping fingers crossed)

And of late, I have few friends who ended their relationships. One is my schoolmate buddy, another is a close friend who I had been lending my ears to her. I had been thru that stage, it is not easy and trust me, everyone can pull through it. I am always there for you people. Love you!



Ciao for now...

Love is Not Just a Game, It's a Commitment

I want to remind all couples out there, appreciate each other. Love is a funny thing indeed, a wrong decision can mean disaster to one another. Love is a test as well. Test of patience & a test of faith.

Love is a journey that will be filled with hurdles. Love isn't just by a mere uttering of sweet words like "I Love You", it's about the commitment that made those words meaningful.

Do not give up if you all are meant for each other, process every words through sanity.

Have faith in fate peeps, everything happen for a reason, a reason that only God the Almighty knows.

Good luck and I dedicate this song to all loving couples in the world.

Cheers!

新不了情

"Have you ever been blindfolded when you are in love with someone?", a friend asked.

Did a bit of quick thinking and immediately I answered that once upon a time I am but at my age now, I guess I am not. And that simple question inspired me to write a little bit more, and it's a wonder that simple things like this can inspire me to write more.

And the above title, I was asked by someone to listen to that song. Unfortunately I am unable to read Chinese, but when the song was sent to me and I listened to it, I got this weird feeling about love & relationship thingy, all the girls that I am romantically linked with, popped up my mind one by one, pretty weird really.

Now listen to that song and tell me if you are feeling the same way too.

Cuddling Kamasutra

Never thought that I will miss cuddling so much, something that is free in life but I took for granted at times and now I blardy miss it! It's freaking cold here now, I wish I can be cuddling to get some body heat with my partner.

But cuddling is not always a good thing, I am trying to recall some of my experiences with some girls I got involved with. As I am a bit horizontally gifted, most of the girls I got involved with mentioned that I am so nice to cuddle but the problem is when they fell asleep soundly, I always got my arms trapped and removing it will be an unpleasant and perhaps will wake the girl up. I then end up having pins & needles on my arms the next morning.

Then I bumped into this video on youtube on how to avoid your arm being trapped while cuddling. In another words, it is the cuddling kamasutra. Sounds interesting and I wanna share it with my male readers especially so that you will know what to do when you find yourself in such situation;



I am perfect for cuddling no.4

:)

Here I Am

I am supposed to update on my mid-autumn celebration in nothern Thailand. However, I am browsing & surfing aimlessly. There seems like a blockage on my mind, the laziness to touch up the photos got over me.

I will be leaving in about 2 days time, all of a sudden I am missing that someone dearly and reading one of the latest post of my dear friend on how a song had touched her, somehow I also touched by this particular song as well at the same time. It sounded beautiful and it is indeed a great song, I miss you!

Here I Am - Air Supply



Here I am playing with those memories again
Just when I thought time has set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting you

Holding you
A feeling I never outgrew
Though each & every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside
So there's no sense pretending
My heart is not mending

Just when I thought I was over you
Just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby, those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you

On my own
I try to make the best of it alone
I'd done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain
I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you

Just when I thought I was over you
Just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby, those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you...

사랑해요 Means I Love You

I was in dire need of inspiration. Every time now and then when I log in the blogger site, the moment I want to put my thoughts in writing, I paused and both my hands just went numb. Anyway, while on my way to work today listening to OneFM, this song inspired me to write up this post.

Of late, I had just signed up a Korean language classes and I had been practicing it with my colleagues and friends. 사랑해요, romanized as "sarangheyo" means I love you.

And OneFM had been one of my favorite radio station ever since introduced by a friend. This morning the morning kakis were discussing about the topic, "what if you bump into someone you like with another guy/gal?" Pretty interesting innit? For me (I thought to myself), it will definitely feel akward and weird, definitely. But akwardness apart, I will bless her and wish her all the best. Ok, father's day is around the corner, love is not only all about a guy & a gal, it is a good time now for us to say "sarangheyo" to our beloved daddy ;)

Enjoy the translated lyrics & song below ya. My Monday is not that blue anyway :)

Standing alone on the stage,
My shadow is casted by the spotlight,
Our common grief is represented by music,
It's not that everytime I sing,
It will make me forget that you won't be with me tomorrow.

In my heart, we'll never be apart.

The fragrance that you left behind in my hands reminded me,
The promises left behind in the digital camera,
Every message that is being sent is telling you...

사랑해요 means I love you,
It represents that I can't leave you,
Every minute, every second & every sound,
I can only smile when I think of your antics

사랑해요, these words only just for you ;)

Ma Semaine

Ma Semaine is french word meaning my week. Many things happened this week and I will share as much as I can remember;

• Work results been satisfying - 2 mega projects secured, another few potentials coming along but ain't really happy with the unreasonable and messy reportings that I need to do. Shall set sight on opportunities available.
  
• Confirm my Bali trip early July. A few more trips yet to be confirmed - Chiangmai in September & Hong Kong in November.
• I fell in love with someone, that someone showing no interest, the end, full-stop. Time to look forward!
• Met my sister & her new bf. Nice guy and plenty to learn from him.
• Met up with my cousin and got to know a new banker friend, Suzanne.
• Watched the stage show BreakOut, my rating: 11/10. Also watched Terminator Salvation, nice movie, nice camera skill.
• House hunting - settle down with Kelana Mahkota for the time being, doing all the necessary now, agent, booking, loan, etc, blah blah blah.
• Another girl telling me her breakup story. I always think I am a good listener, 3 girls told me their breakup stories this year alone.
• Met up with my best buddy who is residing in Japan. Congrats on your new job bro! Ate a lot this week with him, drank the most expensive red wine with him accompanied with Bak Zhang (chinese meat dumpling). Had great time catching the old days. If AirAsia flies there, I will be there next year!
• Officially hooked with Facebook whenever I have the freetime, this is not a good sign.

Tired, lazy & sleepy, my apology for the simple update.

Will I fall in love again?

My 600th Post

It is almost a week since my last update. This is my 600th post and I am somehow proud of this feat. Looking at what I had scribbled on this journal for the past 4 years, the ups & downs of life, the achievements & failures, it had been amazing.

Many asked where do I get the courage to share everything especially the emotional part of me with everyone, be it my friends, clients or strangers. I am not sure myself either, I just enjoy writing and I guess by writing I can express myself better. At least this will be the first place I come to vomit whatever it is inside me even before I can share it with my family or my best buddies. It had been a part of me. This blog is Michael and Michael is this blog, it just work that way.

And very recently, my best buddy had finally found his missing piece of puzzle. Congratulations dude! I am certainly happy for you, and what a way to celebrate this occasion which coincides with our 10th anniversary of friendship? Again, congrats!

As for me, I finally erased the ghost of the past and yes I do have someone in mind that I am fond of, I thought I am unsure about this feeling but it becomes certain when you realize that besides work, it is her that you think of. And when you are having stresses over work and it calms you down just by visualizing her chirpiness. And why don't I make the move then? This is a tough question though, I do not feel she has the same intention, I do hope she will have someday. And most importantly I do not want to risk this friendship & companionship that I have with her. And if you are reading this, yes you, you had made me felt love.

A very exciting & challenging months ahead this year, new house, a new car perhaps & maybe a girlfriend? Pray for me *wink*

I Am Fond of Her But...

It finally rains. Perhaps that somehow sum up my feeling.

There definitely plenty of good things that I should blog about - the successful launch of LG Blog, the mega project that I had recently secured, my progress on house-hunting in PJ but well of late I am distracted. Perhaps after letting it all out here, I would realize what I need to do.

Yes, it had been a while. I had this fondness for someone. I do not use "like" or "love" at this point of time because I have not done anything about my fondness for her. I thought it might just be some feeling that will just come and go, but I am sure of my feeling when I realize my mind tend to think of her.

At my age and after a few stints of failed relationships, I am careful with my approach and of course I do not want to lose and scare off a friend like her definitely, and even if good things happened for me, she will also be someone that I want to spend my whole entire life with.

The thing now is that I cannot feel the same brainwave from her, that's why I am a bit hesitated to make the next move. On many aspects of life, I might have confidence but on this, strangely I felt the reversal. My heart & feeling is telling me that she's not interested.

And when you realize you are fond of someone, there are tests sent from up above of some potential candidates whom I do not have such feeling towards them. I do not pursue those though I had the chance, I believe I deserve to find someone I am fond off.

I wish I could tell her this:


Anyway, Michael Song - focus on what you do best in life, stay & believe on your own philosophy of love, "have faith in fate & fate will have faith in you", do as what your heart tells you and go with the flow.

True enough, I should focus on what I do best, let's not change anything as yet, I do not want to lose her as friend as well. Unless she shows some interest, do not pursue anything as yet.

Hmm... I guess I felt better expressing myself virtually as if I am talking to her. I believe God has a plan for me. Enlighten me please, enlighten me.

In Love

When one in love, one tend to do anything & everything, even it's the silliest thing ever. Love this song when I bumped into it last night while youtubing.



When will I found the feeling of love again? Soon? Hmm...

Happy weekend to all. If you are out of idea where to go this weekend, check this link out!

Dilemma

What will happen if 3 best buddies fall for the same girl???

This is a very difficult situation which I hope is only an illusion...

Ghost Of Girlfriend Past

Yes, this is an upcoming Matthew McConaughey & Jennifer Garner movie. However I am inspired to blog on a personal experience of the title above. Sipping my ice lemon tea at Just Dessert, The Curve, listening to Khalil Fong's number on my itouch, I am about to walk down the memory lane of my girlfriend past, on how this ghost had been haunting me not on nightmare but mainly on my sweetest dream of a teenager.

It was early 1999, 21 years of age, my younger sister had just finished her SPM and she is in the midst of applying for an intake in TAR College, Kuala Lumpur. I was working for my parents in the electrical shop back then, I completed my Certificate in Business from Stamford College and dad was asking if I were to pursue my studies, with no idea of what will be my future ahead, I nodded in agreement and filled up the form which was meant for my sister and sent in without putting a hope that I will be offered a place in TARC.

2 months past, I received an unexpected reply from TARC, I am offered to do my Diploma in Business in TARC. Orientation to kick off in late April, early May if I am not mistaken. Being someone who had never leave hometown, I am so anticipated about my college days in KL. I was assisted by a friend of mine who is studying in TARC back then, John. John allowed me to bunk in his place in Menara Alpha, Section 2 Wangsa Maju and I still remember my unit number is 14-21.

On the first day of orientation, another housemate of mine, Lester loaned me his bike (a Honda Hurricane) and with my half-head helmet given by Jason Kua during my secondary school days. I am unsure about the venue of the orientation, I think it was either DK C or DK D in TARC.

I was early, it was a real big lecture hall with seatings of a stadium. Being fresh & new, I chose the last row of seatings. I still remember at that point of time, I used a brick sized Nokia phone. There and then I met my best buddies in KL till now. The first person I spoke to, a long-hair specky & rascal looking guy by the name Chong, amazingly requested a ride home after the orientation. Then we were joined by a lanky & loud guy who on the first day itself made himself popular by the naughty whistling on babes who walked in the lecture hall. Introducing Rim, these 2 are my best buddies and brothers in KL.



On the first day itself, someone caught my attention. She was in her Nike trainer, sweet young thing with a ponytail. That was the first time I know her then, she somehow caught my attention as she is someone we would labeled as babe in our course of 300 or so students with the number of female students doubling the male.

That one year, we did not really get close until my best buddy somehow had good feelings for her. On the second year, my buddy will come and bunk over my place in Menara Alpha and on some nights we would call her out for supper in the ever packed mamak in Section 2 Wangsa Maju. It was then I got to know her name, to know more about her, like where she stays and where she is from. With just pure intention of being a friend, I did not think much then, I had my encounters with other girls back then and knowing the fact that my best buddy had interest on her.

After somehow, my best buddy did not show any progress apart from having good feelings for her, she again somehow manage to move my the other buddy's heart. It was at the second year with exams around the corner. Just like any other time when exams were nearing, we would do group studies. My best buddy was unwell at a point, and she took the initiative to prepare some herbal soup/tea for him, however my that buddy did not progress the feeling either.

Months past, it was our final days in TARC, it was our final semester exam, it was then she captured my heart. It was rather odd. She lost her handphone, a Motorola clamshell V-series, she cried. That was the first time I had seen someone in tears so captivating. It was then we started to get close.

Upon finishing college, I moved on to work in KLIA for a year. When none of my buddies were keeping in touch with her, I am on the reversal side. There would be SMS exchanges, ICQ and calls during her stay in London. Then there was a point she served a short term internship in Genting while finishing her degree in Stamford College, PJ.


Her first ever birthday I celebrated with her at TGIF, One Utama (2003)

Proceeding my life, I had 2 relationships that are not very pleasant and it was in 2003, when she finished her degree and on her short break, we got really close. I started my 2nd job in KL, attached to Scott & English Electronics as a Sales Executive. I still stayed in the first place since I landed in KL from Malacca, Menara Alpha in Wangsa Maju. Calls & SMS were more frequent between myself and her. And this time around, we would plan where to meet, places to go, we were not steady yet. I would drive all the way to Subang where she stayed with her brother just for dinner & just for a cuppa of coffee. I would tag her along whenever I hang out with my 2 best buddies in KL, further fuelling rumors that I was having a relationship with her then.


On one outing in Big Echo Karaoke, Kepong with my buddies (2003)




It was only my birthday, we were sure that we needed each other, it's definitely a birthday I will not forget, it was at Halo Cafe in Wangsa Maju with all my best buddies & her presence. I built the courage to go up the stage to sing "Right Here Waiting" OA by Richard Marx. That was the beginning of something beautiful then.

The Ghost of Girlfriend Past to continues...

Life in a Pressure Cooker

It ain't easy really. It tests a great patience preventing me from committing suicide. So many people throwing their tantrums on me over petty things.

Firstly, my colleague who is a rank higher than me, commented that I had been sarcastic to him over a SMS. Whatever lar...

Then my this ex-gf of mine all of a sudden called and put the blame on me for being making her drunk. How in the world when I do not drink with her and yet she got drunk by me? She said there are differences & that I always comparing her to "M", I am really tired of these 2 above mentioned matters. Whatever lar...

All of sudden, somebody eases my pressure, she called and requested me to company her for a meeting. The feeling of overflowing joy though I know there is no hope, the feeling just come by itself. Her presence always made me put my honest & most natural smile. How I wish she can read what's on my mind and most importantly who's in heart.

Everything happen in such the same time really got me wonder. She will just appear at the right moment when I am most stressed. Is it the message sent by above? Or someone above playing me out? Or is it like what my best friend said, I am playing with myself?

God, is there an answer? Or you are too busy handling the recession???

Emotion Fluctuation

It is suppose to be a happy day for me today. The moment I opened my outlook in the office this morning, saw the letter of award for a project, a multi-million project. It's an achievement but why am I feeling blue?

I apologized to my mates whom I met up with just a little while ago at Jaya One for dinner. I can't hide my feelings, I admit I have a very poor EQ, I am blue. I am not neither sad nor upset but just this weird feeling of blue.

My mood fluctuated. A moment I can be as chirpy as a bird but I can be also really down on another. The moment "she" conquered my mind, I felt that way. It happened just like that. I seem to be in auto-cruise in my own world.



It had been 2 years, 2 months & 17 days. I felt lousy, I felt weak, I felt defeated. Many of times, best buddies around me who see me this way, I made them felt lousy and many of times they try to wake me up by putting knife after knife into my mentality but thus far, no one had really manage to mend the wound I am nursing. Guys, sorry I disappointed you but you are not me, you would not understand the feeling, really. I do appreciate your advices but my ears only chose what I want to hear and eliminate those I do not want to.

(Taking a deep sigh) I felt that I am being haunted, I saw someone that actually look like her, again like I said I am in my own world. Who understands this nonsensical feeling that I am enduring now? Who had been through this? Yes, again & again I hear words like, "Dude, it's not the end of the world!" Yeah, I do know that! That's why I have not even ended my own life foolishly after so long. But it is just that feeling that is haunting me. The wrongdoing of mine, the regrets & the pain. I apologize my dear, really I do.

Let me drown in my own world. Good night & enjoy this beautiful song that best describes me now.



Look at this face
I know the years are showin’
Look at this life
I still don’t know where it’s goin’

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

Look at these eyes
They never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered, hoo…ooh…

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

So many questions
Still left unanswered
So much
I’ve never broken through

And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
The only truth I’ve ever known
Is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

I don't know much
But I know I love you
That may be
All I need to know

I don't know much
But I know I love you
That may be
All there is to know, whoa…oh…oh…oh…ah…

The South of Border 国境之南

Watched Cape No. 7 last night, first time watching a Taiwanese movie in fact. Storyline on a relationships 60 years ago & present. I got to admit I am touched.

60 years past, he passed away with his memories. It's beautiful. I am also captivated with the meaning of the main song of the movie titled "The South of Border". I googled and thanks to Echowillow, for the translation of the song. As I hummed along, I felt warm. Perhaps it's good to have the hope and to continue the journey.

Enjoy the song...

如果海会说话

rú guǒ hǎi huì shuō huà

If the sea can speak

如果风爱上砂

rú guǒ fēng ài shàng shā

If the wind falls in love with the gravel sands

如果有些想念

rú guǒ yǒu xiē xiǎng niàn

If part of this longing

遗忘在漫长的长假

yí wàng zài màn cháng de cháng jià

is forgotten during the long vacation

我会聆听浪花

wǒ huì ling tīng làng huā

I will listen to the waves of the ocean

让风吹过头发

ràng fēng chuī guò tóu fa

With the wind blowing through my hair

任记忆里的爱情

rèn jì yì lǐ de ài qíng

Letting the love in my memories

在时间潮汐里喧哗

zài shí jiān cháo xì lǐ xuān huá

Roar through time and tide

非得等春天远了夏天才近了

fēi děi děng chūn tiān yuǎn le xià tiān cái jìn le

Only after spring has gone and summer draws near

我是在回首时终于懂得

wǒ shì zài huí shǒu shí zhōng yú dǒng de

That I, while recalling, finally understood

当阳光 再次

dāng yang guāng zài cì

When the sunlight, once again

回到那飘着雨的国境之南

huí dào nà piāo zhe yǔ de guó jìng zhī nán

Returns to the south of the border falling with rain

我会试着把那一年的故事

wǒ huì shì zhe bǎ nà yī nián de gù shì

I will attempt to continue on until the end

再接下去说完

zài jiē xià qu shuō wán

the story of that year

当阳光 再次

dāng yang guāng zài cì

When the sunlight, once again

离开那太晴朗的国境之南

lí kāi nà tài qíng lǎng de guó jìng zhī nán

departs from the south of the border where clear skies rein

妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱

nǐ huì bù huì bǎ nǐ céng dài zǒu de ài

Will you return the love you took away

在告别前用微笑全归还

zài gào bié qián yòng wēi xiào quán guī huán

with a smile before you bid goodbye

海很蓝 星光灿烂

hǎi hěn lán xīng guāng càn làn

The sea is very blue; the stars twinkle brightly

我仍空着我的臂弯

wǒ réng kōng zhe wǒ de bì wān

And still my arms remain empty

天很宽 在我独自唱歌的夜晚

tiān hěn kuān zài wǒ dú zì chàng gē de yè wǎn

The skies are wide; in the night when I sing alone

请原谅我的爱诉说的太缓慢

qǐng yuán liàng wǒ de ài sù shuō de huǎn màn

Please forgive me for telling you of my love too slowly

当阳光 再次

dāng yang guāng zài cì

When the sunlight, once again

回到那飘着雨的国境之南

huí dào nǎ piāo zhe yǔ de jìng zhī nán

Returns to the south of the border falling with rain

我会试着把那一年的故事

wǒ kuài shì zhe bǎ nà yī nián de gù shì

I will attempt to continue on until the end

再接下去说完

zài jiē xià qu shuō wán

the story of that year

当阳光 再次

dāng yang guāng zài cì

When the sunlight, once again

离开那太晴朗的国境之南

lí kāi nà tài qíng lǎng de guó jìng zhī nán

departs from the south of the border where clear skies rein

妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱

nǐ huì bù huì bà nǐ céng dài zǒu de ài

Will you return the love you took away

在告别前用微笑全归还

zài gào bié qián yòng wēi xiào quán guī huán

with a smile before you bid goodbye

Will You Go Back To Your Ex?

While driving to office this morning, I heard this interesting discussion over The Breakfast Show on mix.fm and events happening lately did triggered me to think about it on this beautiful Tuesday morning. I do not know whether I got the discussion topic right or not but it sounded like this, "Will You Return To Your Ex If He/She Comes For You?"

Hmm... that discussion got me think quite a bit. What is the possibility? I do not dare to write it off myself frankly. I had 3 relationships and all ended well, there are no sour notes between myself & my ex-gfs and we still very much keeping in touch. It had been 2 years though since my last relationship, I nearly got myself committed again mid this year and unfortunately in the turnaround of event, my heart & instinct told me that she is not the one and I decided to move on.

Going back to ex-flame, I believe it is very much depending on how that relationship ended. Will I go back to my ex-flame or will I ever find someone new? Or will I be better off being a single soul? Hmm... got to go back to my thinking again...

How about you? Will you get back to your ex?

What Is Happiness???

What is happiness???

Happiness is when I can make "you" happy. I know "you" are reading this as my silent reader. Be it the first man like what "you" said or I will be the last? Like "you" said, "you" can't predict the future, so am I.

So be it, I am happy today because "you" are happy. And it makes what I did in between my busy-ness more worthwhile.

Talking about busy-ness, lately I hardly update my blog thanks to my tight & hectic schedule. I will be flying again tomorrow, this time around domestically to Penang to witness the launch of Penang Cultural Fest. I will be back on Friday and need to rush back to Melaka for one of my best mates bachelor's night. Then be one of the best men for his wedding on Saturday.

Hopefully I will be inspirational enough to post more regularly.

So peeps, what is happiness means to you???

Shit

I do not smell like one but I am definitely feeling pretty shitty right now. By writing this piece, hopefully I will feel much better. At times, I am thinking - I can handle the corporate people, chalking million ringgit projects around Malaysia, whatever the hurdles & barriers, I will manage to pull myself through it.

I am thinking also - many times guys are regarded by the opposite sex that if they have money, they will think through their brain in between their legs. Many times we heard about girls got cheated, third party, et cetera. But look - I am a pure victim in love. So let's not be sexist and hurl accuses to only guys. To me, girls nowadays can be seriously scary. I met some really nice and I had bad experience with some too.

But I am glad, I walked out. I walked out before I indulge deeper and hurt further. Close friends who know about this relationship of mine, had persuaded me to hold on. I even had a conversation while I was in Hong Kong to hold on. I understand their good intention but my stubborness is the right thing to do after knowing or rather seeing what I fear most. Thanks to people who consoled me. Many times, my past relationship was her major concern. Now 2 months past since our complicated relationship status, I am very much single. Being together, there should not be any doubt on each other.

I am going to put my relationship priority aside from my life for a little while. I somehow rather accumulate phobia due to the unpleasant experience I had with this girl. It's scary.

Much better now that I vomitted out here. I was even warned by this girl before not to post anything about her in my blog. No worry, you will remain anonymous to many but congrats you found what you want in life, and glad that finally you are ready for some commitment. All the best to you and I shall get rid of my shitty feeling in me real fast.

Michael Song, YOU CAN DO IT!!!

Love Song

Another hard battling day for me. From work to personal matters, I do hope I did managed it well though. Hmm... perhaps I would give myself 60% marks today on the way my EQ works. I did felt a bit jumpy at work but it all ended well.

Of late, I had been learning this new Chinese song, to add to my favorite karaoke titles when I go to Redbox or Neway. I am a non-Chinese educated and learning the song by hard way like many others I believe. And I had been googling for this song for quite a while and I am not able to find the romanized lyric. So here I am to share with readers who are in the same shoes as mine. Enjoy!

Love Song - Khalil Fong 方大同

wo xie le zhe shou ge
shi yi shou jian dan de　bu fu za ye bu nan chang de na yi zhong ge
zhe bu shi na zhong　zhi sheng xia na gang qin de ge
ye bu shi na zhong　bu neng zhi shi peng you de ge
zhe bu shi na zhong　liang ge ren de gu shi xie zai yi ben xiao shuo
na xiao shuo li you shei hui zai hua tian li fan le cuo
zhe jiu shi yi shou xie gei ni ting de yi ge

Love Song　yi zhi xiang xie yi shou
Love Song　ni gei le wo yi shou
Love Song　na DJ hui bo fang
zhe ye xue hui shang bang
bu guo wo zhi xiang xie chu yi shou
Love Song　yi zhi xiang xie yi shou
Love Song　ni gei le wo yi shou
ni jiu xiang na xia tian de liang feng
chui guo wo de mian kong　qing xiang fei
zai wo xin di　ni jiu shi wo di yi (yeah) xiang shuo ai ni

wo xie le zhe shou ge
shi yi shou jian dan ge　bu fu za ye bu nan chang de na yi zhong ge
zhe bu shi na zhong　tong hua li hui yu jian de ge
ye bu shi na zhong　zhen zhen qie qie ai wo de ge
zhe bu shi na zhong　liang ge ren de gu shi xie zai yi ben xiao shuo
na xiao shuo li you shei pei ta kan liu xing zai jiang luo
zhe jiu shi yi shou xie gei ni ting de yi ge

Love Song　yi zhi xiang xie yi shou
Love Song　ni gei le wo yi shou
Love Song　na DJ hui bo fang
zhe ye xue hui shang bang
bu guo wo zhi xiang xie chu yi shou
Love Song　yi zhi xiang xie yi shou
Love Song　ni gei le wo yi shou
ni jiu xiang na xia tian de liang feng
chui guo wo de mian kong　qing xiang fei
zai wo xin di　ni jiu shi wo di yi　xiang shuo ai ni

ru guo ni shi yi fu hua
ni hui shi zui zhen gui de yi fu hua
ru guo na hua jia shi fan gao de hua
you he gui ren qian lai you qian hua　ge ge xiang ni qiu jia
fan gao ta shuo　ni men dou gai hui jia

you huo zhe ni shi Melody jiu shi zui dong ting
suo you de ren du hui gen a ni qi chang
jiu suan zai ye wan　ni de xing tai liang
rang wo wang le yue liang dai biao wo de (love....)

Love Song　ni gei le wo yi shou
Love Song　naDJ hui bo fang
zhe ye xue hui shang bang
bu guo wo zhi xiang xie chu yi shou
Love Song　yi zhi xiang xie yi shou
Love Song　ni gei le wo yi shou
ni jiu xiang na xia tian de liang feng
chui guo wo de　qing xiang fei
zai wo xin di　ni jiu shi wo di yi

Lovely isn't it?

If I Still Love You

If I still love you, I will walk the journey with you no matter what lies ahead. Perhaps my definition of love is different from many other guys you may have known but I am sure that you know me more than anyone do.

I dare to say no other girls know me better than you. Perhaps this song will best describe me :)



Just normal Friday's babbling.

It's a long weekend this week, safe journey to all my readers who are traveling.